There's something that burns inside me
Begging and screaming to let you know...

My heart tells me to leave,
But my body wants to stay...

"Get down on your knees
Worthless creature of the night...

Suicide nothings,
Alive inside tombs...

You can't see past my face
And you won't look beyond my chest...

:-(
She looks in the mirror...

I don't know why it hurts me
But it does...

And I waited hours for the calls
Just to know what it felt like...

I wish I was a little girl again,
Where nothing seemed to matter...

I am entangled in these thoughts of forever
Knowing blindly how controlling they seemed at the...

I'm trying hard to pretend,
Am I doing well...

This is the last for a while,
For now last words from me...