"She can paint a lovely picture. BUT... This story has a twist. Her paintbrush is a razer, and her canvas is her wrist."
~~~From the book After by Amy Efaw~~~

"He taught me how to love again.
To Open my heart to someone."
~~~from my poem WITH HIM~~~

Love is all around you, you can find it anywhere. But true love you have to go out and find.

It's getting harder and harder to wake up each morning.... I'm about to give up.... It has to be easier then this sadness that consumes my every thought

~~~this is How I feel all the time.~~~

"Cause if your play was to push me away
You know that day, my heart youd break it"
~~~Come back to me~~~

"I can see that you think about me
So why do you act like you dont care
Like all this love between us isnt there"
~~~Come back to me~~~

I'd rather be numb then feel this pain that is destroying me inside and out.

How can I be jealous of someone that I truly hate?

" we waste all our lives trying to find the perfect lover instead of trying to create the perfect love."

" You want me to act like we never kissed, you want to forget pretend we never met. and I've tried and I've tried. but I haven't yet... You walk by and I fall to pieces."