"The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when sad tries to bite it's lip and smile and go, 'No, I'm happy for you,' That's when It's really sad."
-John Mayor

Why do i feal so whole, yet feal so weak? Why do I feal like the world is turning its back on me?

"..all I can feal is every little piece of my heart breaking."

"do you ever have feelings of not measuring up?" they ask me "do you ever feel like your not good enough?" inside i say, failure is my life.

I think about you every second of the day,
Your always on my mind, and never close to away.
If you dont love me anymore, all you have to do is say.
Because i dont want you to hate me when im loving you this way.

I'll never understand. I wont ever know. Why cant you see? My heart aches.. and i think i want you to be with me. only me. It confuses me too, it is way too soon. But this love for you, my boy, its true.

Im not one of those freaks,
who write quotes about suicide.
because i dont know about you..
but I dont want to die.

I love someone.

and when you love someone, you dont give up.

you will keep on going even if it hurts.

through tears and jealousy.

you may not be strong.

but nobody can stop you from getting what you want.

You are the guy i fell for.
you are the guy im down on my knees for.

you are the guy for i love.

ill take a bullet for you.

Turn on the shower
shut the door
fall upon the tile
And cry once more;
grab a towell
to lesson the sound
dont let a soul
know your breakin down.