So nervous on our first date.
Clammy hands; i contemplate...

Why do i make you matter so much?
When i matter so little?

There's nothing left for me on this earth...
There's nothing for me to be proud of...
There's no one for me to love...

I try so hard... and nothing :(

I believe in people
I don't believe in faith
I don't believe in a higher power
& I don't believe in me...

When will i ever sleep again?
when will i smile?
when will some one hold me?
when will i no longer live alone on this forsaken earth?

The things you don't do are the ones that hurt me the most!

In the last few years of my life i've made more mistakes than i want to think about... but i've learned and i've grown... my life could take me anywhere now... can't wait to start this new adventure!

<3 In Loving Memory <3

Prestly Lightfoot 1991-2009

Feeling completely empty
i wish the world could see
what they are doing to this world