You push people away... when you need them the most
i tell people i need them and i'm not ok... and they still walk away.
you want someone to notice your upset without saying anything
i want someone to stay when i tell them...
I Am Not Ok

I'm living not to lose you.. while your dying to forget me...

I'm the best at making the worst decisions! :(

You never know what you have until its gone... and now your gone:(

And i felt like no one could or would ever want me again. then you told me you did... this was a feeling hard to comprehend. it felt good the second i heard it and it cut, deep, peircing into my heart the second you took it away....

I'm finely not ok
I've broken down
And I don't know what this is I feel
But it's a feeling none the same
This is really hard, and I don't know what to do
I'm trying and I hope you are too

Love is somthing earned... not fooled into!

And some things just don't change...

Every time I get hurt...
I think i've learned and i'll never let it happen again.
Then i meet him...
And the cycle seems to never end!

Every time I start to move on...
you look at me and make me fall more in love with you.