How much do i have to love you before you realize this is killing me?

&&somehow it's calming to know not to expect anything more. To know I’ll never move from this place; being frozen, after all, means no more heartache.

You take my breath and then you walk away
Your life goes on without me
And you can look right at me
But in your eyes it's a mystery
What do you feel about me?

Sometimes the wondering, the hoping, the wishing is just too painful
when you see everyone
with what you always wish for
sometimes
you just can't bother trying anymore because
you know it's safer that way