...and I'm through pretending that I care.

...but would he see through the bars of her plight and ache for her?

HANNIBAL LECTER.-->Changed to a girl's point of view.

...I can't help it; he's always with me, like a bad habit.

...we begin by coveting what we see every day. Don't you feel eyes moving over your body? And don't your eyes seek out the things you want?

...what do you do when he's everything you've ever wanted, but you're nothing that he wants?

...I always come second to her.

*Like no lie. It's not just with him, either...it's with EVERYONE.

It didn't feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that I'd grown strong enough to bear it.

I stay up late at night with nothing on my mind but thoughts of you. My dreams create illusions of you loving me in return...when I awake with that smile across my face, the tears remind me that you dont care.

So I heard the name "Gabe" today...and my heart went in a frenzy.

"Experience" is simply the name we give to our mistakes.

*The Simpsons. (Oscar Wilde.)