It took so long to get to the end of the rainbow..but in the end i found my lucky charm!!

Im not even gonna lie
i caught myself thinking about you
a smile on my face & a weird feeling
in the pit of my stomach

Its like playing a game of
Russian roulette with you
ill never know whats going to happen
untill the trigger is pulled

Shame on me
i actually thought i could change you

I knew it was a lie
but i always found a way to believe you
silly me
now im left picking up the pecies of my heart

I remeber when i used to say
i would never be that girl
the other girl
and even when i come second
i cant let go

& the worst part about being the other girl is that you know your not the only one. So your stuck wondering if his words are true or just another way to get you to stick around.

The hardest thing was letting go…but if I have to go through the pain of getting over you to find something better…something to pick up the pieces of my heart..than ill wait in pouring rain for my rainbow

Mirror, mirror on the wall, who's the biggest fool of all?
the girl that can't stop crying, or the one that won't stop trying

If your girl only knew