Lie: im not broken
fact: im shattered

Lie: Im fine
fact: inside im screaming for help

Lie: If you're happy with her im happy for you
fact: when you talk about her i just want to cry

Lie: it's your life i support you 100%.
fact: i support you 99% and that 1% is going to miss you more then you could ever understand

Lie: i dont love you anymore
fact: i love you more then life iftself and would rather spend the rest of my life alone then with any other man

Lie: i dont care
fact: i just dont want to hurt anymore

& with tears in his eyes, he apologized
for the first time he actually meant it
but.... he was just too late

I didnt run away...
i walked away... slowly
hoping you would follow...
you didnt...

The words that are the hardest to say are the ones that mean the most.

~not mine~

Someday... you'll understand that nothing is worth hating yourself this much... people change...sometimes they cant stand the heartache anymore...they want to hold on... they just cant

~not mine~