How many times can my heart be hurt before it finally brakes
How many times can i cry before my eyes go dry
How many times will i hear I Love You before i finally believe it
How many times will i try to commit suicide before i'm finally dead

How many times will he pass me by before i finally lose him

What's the difference between me and you?

the difference is you'll never know my pain

I'm scared to do something stupid and hurt all those around me

The truth is choosing to believe a lie

Is it true,

Can people change?

Look into my eyes and tell me what do you see.
Do I look happy?
Do I look sad?
Can you even tell the difference
No you cant

Well I'm sad but you'll never figure out why

How can I undo the things I've done?
How do I changed what I've become?
How can I go back to when we were one?

Why do people yearn to hear those 3 words?
I Love You
They're just words
They dont mean anything
I can say them all day long, but i wouldn't mean them.

So why do they yearn to hear them?

For the first time in a long time i cut again
and for the first time in a long time i felt FREE