The sun smiles upon me
Each time I talk to you...

I choose not to live and not to die.
but why is it i have to live this lie...

** poem about my inward battle, and how i once...
Sweet dreams little girl, you'll be safe tonight...

During the night I sit and weep,
thinking about my life, I don't make a peep...

I'm sitting here trying not to think,
sitting here, I'm at my brink...