The future depends on what happens in the present, and my present is consumed with my past, how wiill the future ever last....

I just want you to say everything will be okay, I just need you to hug me, stand next to me and tell me everything will be fine.

I feel like im losing something i never even had.

If my pillow could talk it would need a physciatrist to sort through all the problems I've shared with it

Sometimes i try not to dream because i cant bear the thought of it not coming true

Its not that i care, its not that it matters, its just now we'll never know

Those dreams are far away now. They will never be, for those were dreams for a future, a tommorow that after tonight will never be

Sometimes I think of each day as a new puzzle to put together, unfortunatly today i was missing a piece

She laughs because its whats expected
She smiles so no one will worry
She pretends so no one will ask

All that I can do now is move on and hope you see me shine, Hope you see me and say "I still want that girl to be mine"