Here I sit, stare nothingness through my tears, seeing nothing but a pain,
feeling how life just fall through my fingers, like ashes, without meaning,
tears burning my soul, cutting my eyes, filling me with the numbness...

Love me,
my razor blade.

Peel my skin,
make me scream.

Sink so deep,
make me weep.

Cut my flesh,
make me bleed.

Take my life,
set me free.

Soon I'm released, free from this pain,
suffering and life, it was all just in vain...

Thought, funny how blood makes difference between life and death,
farewell life, so painful, so useless, gonna take my last breath...

Bloody stains, stains like in my soul,
caused by all the pain, this life so foul...

Vision finally fading away, soon it's all done,
staring darkness, oh so black, soon it's all gone...

It's my own choice, I have no fears,
only pain, in eyes some unshed tears...

On the floor, blood making stains,
slowly releasing me from my pains...

With nice little twist,
I slit my wrist...

Not waiting life to kill,
rather my own blood I spill...

Dont tell me you love me unless you really mean it

Him: i "effing" love you! (he's crying)
she replies crying turning away "yeah well if you did...you wouldnt have broken my heart..."

And smiles to go before i weep
and smiles to go before i weep...

You cant hold on to something you never let go of. but you cant let go of something you never held on to...