Why would you treat me like everything is going...
just to push me away again...

I'm Thinking...
that I'm the biggest idiot in the world...

I'm trapped
Caught under you...

Soul-searching never felt this right
Is it wrong that I...

I'm running out of patience
You're running out of time...

Feel me
Energy...

**written in orange pen**
I want to kiss you...

**written in red and black pen**
Crimson kisses...

***titled poem of green because it was written in...
How can I trust what I want to say when the words...

Possibilities were endless with you by my side,
but you left, and I'm spiraling, spinning...