Why do we let go and think it's best..
why can't we just hold on to each other tighter and say "it's ok..we'll get through this together"?

I have failed you..and i'm broken inside.

Look..baby..these slashes are for you..
and as each crimson drop falls..
i wish that you would love me too.

I was looking at you one day while i walked..
admiring you.
suddenly you looked at me too and got a surprised expression on your face. then you waved.
i felt flattered and decided to wave back..but before i could..
....i bumped into a tree.

Oh. i shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are...but i can't hide this hurt inside..i'm fighting back emotions i've never fought before..cause i'm not supposed to love you anymore.

The thing i hate most about walking away..
is that you wont care much to run after me.

You promised me "forever"..
i thought "forever" lasted longer. :(

She said that she thought that we might be better off friends..
and i said "i thought i'd be better off dead"..

I'm not alright..i'm broken inside..broken inside..and all i go through..leads me to you.

My ultimate goal is to live forever..so far so good..

:))