You look so perfect today..
that i just can't seem to look away.

And it's all those cute little things you do..
that make me fall deeper and deeper in love with you.

It's hard to pretend that i'm okay..
when all it takes is that one smile i see you make when you look at her to get me all depressed again..knowing you'll never smile like that for me.

Love?
been there.
lost that.

And what use is chasing after you..when you're chasing after her?

I dream of you holding my hand, of you whispering sweet words in my ear, and of you loving me..
..but while i sit here dreaming, you're with her, making my dreams..her reality.

And all i could ever want is you, but all you could ever want is her. :|

The thrill of yesterday has faded, and as the sun rises in the horizon, i must go.

The thing about having a crush, is that sometimes you notice all these little things that mean the world to you..but mean absolutely nothing to him.

I hope one day you'll notice that everyday i put on this fake smile for you.