The thing i hate most about walking away..
is that you wont care much to run after me.

Oh. i shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are...but i can't hide this hurt inside..i'm fighting back emotions i've never fought before..cause i'm not supposed to love you anymore.

I was looking at you one day while i walked..
admiring you.
suddenly you looked at me too and got a surprised expression on your face. then you waved.
i felt flattered and decided to wave back..but before i could..
....i bumped into a tree.

Look..baby..these slashes are for you..
and as each crimson drop falls..
i wish that you would love me too.

I have failed you..and i'm broken inside.

Why do we let go and think it's best..
why can't we just hold on to each other tighter and say "it's ok..we'll get through this together"?

And as the sun sets..i slowly shed a tear..
wishing with all my heart..
that you were right here.

And nothing else can fill this empty space..
when you gave up and left.

I love you..
well..i used to anyway.

And when i'm open wide..
with nothin left to cling to..
only u are there to lead me on..
cause honestly..i'm not that strong.