&&for that brief moment I felt like a peice of garbage
I felt like I was as valuable as dirt
Like if I deserved to be stepped
Like if I was being stepped on
&&for that brief moment I wished I was just a peice of trash...

Emotional pain
Physical pain
Its all the same
I'm still left crying.

&all I can do is do my part
And hope that the rest will
*Fall into [place]

His poem to me<3
"Violets are blue
Roses are red
I love candy
And I love you"
So cute!

And my cries keep going un noticed
No matter how loud I shout
He continues to ignore me
My voice is sore from yelling
I'm tired of screaming at a wall
</3

I feel it different in my heart
I never wanted to part
I feel like your pulling away
I don't know whether I should stay
I don't know what he wants
And all it does is haunt
To know he may leave
And no longer will we be<3

&&I miss the way he would call me baby
The way he would kiss me for no reason
The way he told me I was beautiful
The way he wanted to show me off
The way he always wanted to cuddle
Where did the love go?

I was the girl who said "ill never put up with that" and then I met you and my heart won't go down. No matter how many punches you throw it still wants to keep on *fighting

When I'm with you I remember
Everything I hate about myself
Instead of you embracing me
You just turn me away
I want to be with you
But you won't let me and were
Here in the same bed...

The jokes aren't funny anymore
I'm not laughing
I'm always crying
You think its funny
But the tears are real
I wanna feel loved
I want you to grow up and
LOVE ME!