It's raining today, which makes me think of you. The last time I remember it raining we were running to my car soaking wet and you leaned in and kissed me, right there in the pouring rain... Imissyou.

You are probably thinking I have forgotten all about you.... but truthfully, I miss you so much it hurts.

I've gotta look you in the eyes
and tell the worlds the biggest lie
what choice do i have
when you hurt me so bad
wrecked everything we had

Unjust
unkind
that i can't erase you from my mind

Unfair
unreal
i wanna turn my heart into cold steel
that'd be one way
to unlove you

Love with caution 'cause.. (my hearts so weak)
I've been a victim of love and your the Criminal
I'm counting on you but you're not use to save me in my heart

You're too stupid to see
You're making it hard for me
How am I suppose to breathe
When you're too stupid to see
Why aren't you doing a thing
You're making it hard to breathe

And I admire you, really I do! Cause I've never seen a person before, who could be so senseless, hypocritical, heartless, cold, and manipulative. And now that I know the truth, I was wondering could you teach it to me? Because I want to be just like you.

I don't want to feel like this tomorrow. I don't want to live like this today.

It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp. There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart. No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream ......