Why can't i say goodbye
Why cant i cry or die...

When i look at myself
I am disgusted by what i see...

Who would have thought you would be the one that...
Who would have known that you were the one that...

*Time it just keeps going
*Time is a beautiful thing...

*Why do i love you
*Why do i run to you...when i should run from you...

I feel the darkness pulling me, at first it was a...
But now its eating me, holding me there...

Oh grandpa why did you leave
I can hardly breath...

When I hide you find me
When I try to be me you lock me away...

*I lay in bed and think of death
*I drift away in a dream of darkness...

*I'm hiding in the corner
*Hoping you wont see me...

* The war i fight is my fight only
* The cuts and scares are my own doing...

When I saw my death in a dream
i was not scared...