The hardest thing on the world is the view I have of myself

I try to stay happy but this sickness won't allow it.

That tiny spot of pain in my head,
That's the reason the doctor says I'm already dead.

The moment you said I do
I knew I belong to you

Butterflies rushing
As you got down on one knee
Pulled out a little box
"Courtney, marry me."

Ahhhhh so excited he purposed at the marine corps birthday ball!!!

I saw you, I loved you, I want you. Be mine <3

I knew it would hurt him, and I knew it would hurt you to. I just didn't care after what he did to me.

Only a fool would believe you...and i was the biggest one

Flowers to your feet,
a preformance well done.
So many lies you told,
"Love you," your greatest one.

Take your bow,
Dance in my blood.
Because you we're my life,
Now watch my veins flood.

As the towers fell, hero's started to rise
9-11 We will never forget
Flight 93 "Lets Roll"