I believe letting go was the biggest mistake of my life

One day your smile just didn't make me smile

I can't believe i fell so hard
when i knew you would'nt be there to catch me

Why can't we just start over?
we could be perfect

And i want you to notice when i'm not around

I spend all my time thinking about things that will never happen
and dressing up for the boy that will never care

I would die for you
Because I wouldn't want to live without you

I miss you being there
but the thing that hurts the most,
you just don't care

Should i smile because you're my friend?
or cry because that's all we ever will be?

I want to be his favourite hello and hardest goodbye