Her word make me jump in fright
I'm empty
I want to fall from the buliding
So my outside compsure will be just like my life....
A mess

And once again one more night of happiness was rushed away from me, and all by coming to this place, this place called home Just Now.

She turns up the music to drown out her life.

And all she wants to do is....
JUMP.

All movies end happily ever after
I'm going to make a movie with a true ending
Ending in a with a broken girl in tears wanting to end her life.

I am such a faliure.......
To everyone.

I want her to say she's getting sick and tired of hearing the same old problems I have
because our friendship is the only thing keeping me from downing the bottle, or cutting a little deeper

It KILLS to be the screw up child
So why not KILL myself

I stand there with the scars on my arms
While your too busy throwing words that cut through the heart to notice when they are staring you in the face

I just want to escape
Escape from the place
Runaway to my secret place
Where my razorblade is hidden