As much as I love you, as much as I want you. I can't stand seein you, must everything you do make me wanna smile. Can I just hate you for a while?

& in the end im not perfect
Ill; annoy you and tick you off
Say stupid things and then take them back
But put all that aside and you will
Never find a gurl who will love you more
Than me

You will never understand how much I love you
I will never understand why

Im jealous of every one whoes eva huged you
Coz for that few seconds they held my whole world

Everyday I fight back the urge
To text or call you
Telling myself if you wanted to talk to me
You would

Whats it like loving you?
Its like taking me to the highest mountain, showing me the whole world
And saying this is everything you cant have

Its hard to wait around for something that will never happen
But its even harder when you no its all you ever wanted

Tbh ive neva been afraid to say I love you
Ive always been afraid of your response