You lay there tossing and turning,
afraid to drift off into a deep sleep
thinking of him,
wishing you had one last chance
to see his face again.

I'm getting down and ready
ready to fade
ready for my heart to shatter
ready for my life to be
blown away.

My love for you is gone.
It has burned out.
I gave you a chance and you let it pass.
But now look at you.
On your knees
begging and pleading for me to take you back.
Well guess again, I won't.

When love is needed
it's a failure
but when you wait
and you're patient enough
love is always and forever will be
sucessful.

I never gave up on you, but you're slowly pushing me in that direction.

I'm tired of pretending everything is okay. Tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away.

L o v e its a confusing game.
either you play the players or you get played.
either your in it, or you hate it
or you simply hate the feeling of knowing its him.

Love I guess can't be explained in words
or physically, you just have to know it's there.

Evey touch makes my heart beat faster.
Every look fills my stomach with butterflies.
Every hug makes me smile like i never did.
Every kiss is like a new never ending kiss from you.

You'll never realize the absolute pain you put me through, or how much I deeply truly hate you for it, and how much I don't want to hate you anymore.