God knows how much I want you
And God knows that I cannot have you

Each goodbye leads me back to you.

I won't bring back what I had last year.

[[ New Year's Resolution for the year 2009]]

It all ends when he's your forever while you're just his own accessory.

The worst thing in the middle of the night is when you cry yourself to sleep while he sleeps evenly, dreaming about her.

I stared out of my bedroom window,
Thinking of u,
Wished upon the brightest STAR,
Yearning that u'll feel the same way 2.

- love, stargirl

Either way, awake or not.. I'm still in a nightmare.

Maybe he just realized how much of a mistake I was.

Call off the search, you were the one I'm looking for.

If weekends without you by my side make me sick, then expect me to die at summer.