Why is that pain and love are opposites...but they feel so alike in my heart?

It was my own fault, I deluded myself into thinking that I might ever mean something to you.

I bet you can't see the pain behind my smile.

But... I can see your pain

How does it feel to be everything I want...Everything I Need

She said, "you're crazy,"
& He said, "Only for you baby"

I know you still love me. I just want you to love me the way you use to...