Sometimes I really wish someone would come and lend me a shoulder to lean on and a Hand to hold on to...

My Smile fade as soon as I turn Away..
Tired of putting a Happy front,
Tired of Dying from Inside Out...

I'm Glad I Failed.
At least I know I tried instead of sitting and wonder the 'what if's'

Letting Go needs bigger Courage then Holding On...

I don't understand why I am so afraid to lose you...
When you're not even mine..

I'm afraid of Living with my eyes open..
Because even if I'm searching, I won't be able to see you...
So instead of yearning for you..
Living with my eyes closed is probably better..

Maybe I'm Addicted, I don't really know..
But you're the Drug that keeps me from Dying...

It makes me Laugh to know that there are people out in this World who actually believes in "A Love Worth Dying For"

Your Heart and Smiles are not mine to Keep...
I'm sorry.

So....What do I do when I'm seriously not Happy?
Go straight down to McD's and buy a Happy Meal and pray for an awesome toy!