What do I do?
When my Best is still not good enough..

In the ruins of love,
My parents continued to play the game of House,
And I'm the silent doll that can only look and but never speak..

A girl hanging out with a bunch of guys,
They call her a Wh@re.
A guy hanging out with a bunch of girls,
They call him Gay.
Life is so awkward and unfair ==

They call it,
'glassy and emotionless eyes'
I know it's actually,
'eyes filled with numb, painful tears that would never fall'

Baby,
I wish you could know that the hardest thing I've ever done is to say,
I dont love you anymore,
Watch you walk away,
And restrain myself from pulling you back into my arms and wipe the tears away from your cheeks...

Is there a Limit to how much you can Love someone?
Cause if there is,
I'm way past that boundary....

All you need to do,
Is say I'm the one you chose...
That is all it takes to make me stay forever...

I grit my teeth,
I hold back my tears with all I've got.
Insides start to crumble and die,
Love is quite painful and is so hard to endure..

Trying to find the me I once was is like trying to find a color darker then black..

Being in Love doesn't mean we have to be Together,
Being Together doesn't mean we're Really in Love...