I don't understand why I am so afraid to lose you...
When you're not even mine..

Letting Go needs bigger Courage then Holding On...

I'm Glad I Failed.
At least I know I tried instead of sitting and wonder the 'what if's'

My Smile fade as soon as I turn Away..
Tired of putting a Happy front,
Tired of Dying from Inside Out...

Sometimes I really wish someone would come and lend me a shoulder to lean on and a Hand to hold on to...

I don't know,
But I Believe.
Some things are just Meant to Be..

Maybe someday,
You'll understand,
How we really aren't meant to be..

Saying words that Hurt,
Is my only way of Loving you and Protecting you..

With every Tear that rolled down your face for a girl that is not me...
I couldn't do anything but stand afar and watch..

That day,
I laughed, I laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed 'till tears roll down my eyes..
Not because of the Happy things in my life, but for all the things I'd Lost...