Baby,
I wish you could know that the hardest thing I've ever done is to say,
I dont love you anymore,
Watch you walk away,
And restrain myself from pulling you back into my arms and wipe the tears away from your cheeks...

They call it,
'glassy and emotionless eyes'
I know it's actually,
'eyes filled with numb, painful tears that would never fall'

A girl hanging out with a bunch of guys,
They call her a Wh@re.
A guy hanging out with a bunch of girls,
They call him Gay.
Life is so awkward and unfair ==

In the ruins of love,
My parents continued to play the game of House,
And I'm the silent doll that can only look and but never speak..

What do I do?
When my Best is still not good enough..

I watch the birds waltz in the midst of crimson painted sky,
I tilt my face to the dying sun.
How I wish I could forget everything and dance to the wind too..

Thank you for loving me,
Sorry for loving you back..

What doesn't succeed in killing you,
Makes you Stronger..

I put on my earphones,
I turned up my music.
Please let me give you a piece of advise,
Stop challenging my limit, better thank Music for it is the one and only thing that's keeping me from tearing you...

I was never a good runner....
But I miss the days when I go to the field, dressed in my biggest t-shirt and track pants and just RUN!
I miss the feeling of wind in my face and hair,
I miss how running makes me feel FREE...