Alfred my boy where have you gone,
I'm so sorry it was me in the wrong...

Laughter echos in the emptiness of my heart,
the pain cripples me as i slowly fall apart...

My god I love you, you're all I adore,
Death, pain and heartbreak, all I'd endure...

You bought me roses, read me poetry, told me...
Wiped my tears, kissed the end of my nose and I...

Why do I still love you? You don't deserve my...
You don't deserve my pity or all my wasted years...

With every tear I cry I create a country,
With every wasted breath I make somebody's home...

Today I'm going to be invisible I'll walk around...
loudly and sorrowfully without the burden of...

I've fallen into insanity,
please help pick me up...

I am a candle in the wind,
I'm a melody...

Take me home, don't leave me here,
i am scared, i burn in fear...

I wont look forward to tomorrow, no you can not...
it'll be the straw on the camels back, the straw...

The clock is ticking but time stands still,
the tap is running but the glass wont fill...