It hurts when I see you for I know things will never be the same.
Our friendship is dead with both of us to blame.

7 months have past since we last talked in person. We see each other almost every day but never say a word. Why did it turn out this way? I didn't expect us to just stop talking, to stop being friends. It was so sudden.

You're so stupid for not seeing. Do you really think she loves you? You're just fooling yourself. She'll take away everything and then leave. She'll leave you behind with nothing and no friends to help you back up.

You say you want us to be friends again and that you will change but every time I give you a second chance you do the same old stupid shit.
So I've had enough of you.

It's almost funny. I no longer know what dreams hurt more. The ones based on reality where we don't talk anymore or the ones that I imagine. The ones where we're still friends.

I dreamed about you again last night
We were actually still friends
We were laughing and joking
Oh how I wish I could have stayed in that dream
Just to be your friend a little longer

I wish so much for her to break your heart just so you could know what it feels like.
But I would give all that I am so you would never feel that pain.

Just because you distance yourself from someone before you say goodbye doesn't mean the seperation will be any easier for them.

I wish I knew that if I stopped talking to you, you would care but I know deep down that you wouldn't even notice.

I watched you walk away last night and wanted to cry out to make you stay.
But when I opened my mouth no sound came out and no tears could be shed from my eyes for my lost friend.