I'm always depressed when I think of you. The problem though is that I can't stop thinking about you. Your memories are forever haunting me!

It used to make me so happy to think of you, just hearing your name made me smile. But now it only brings tears to my eyes and I wonder if you ever cared at all...

It's carved in me now. What was always written in my heart is now cut into my skin. It's because of you that I am BROKEN.

You think I'm happy because of my stupid smile but if you only knew the scares on my skin weren't accidental would you look at me the same?

I tried to convince myself that I didn't like you. I tried to pretend that my world wasn't brighter when you were around. But when I saw you and my heart skipped those fateful beats. I knew I couldn't lie to myself anymore.

I see you smile at me again and my heart flies higher then the stars. But I know how it will end, a broken friendship, bleeding heart. Why do I do this to myself?

"when you cant remember why you're hurt, thats when you're healed.."(not mine)

If that's true then I'll never heal. I'll never forget him.(mine)

Why did I let myself think that I could be happy with you? I already knew that I'm not allowed to be happy.

I heard you talking today
I heard you asked her to the dance
I heard it shatter again
I heard my heart die again today

You say it sucks that we don't talk anymore. You say you still want to be friends. Why should I even think about being friends with you when all you do is hurt your friends for the one you "love" when she doesn't even really love you!