You'll grow up and one day you realize fairytales don't exist. The thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairytale entirely because everyone has that smallest bit of hope/faith that one day they would open their eyes and it would all come true.

Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know, maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.

In the end boundaries don't keep people out, they fence you in.

& i saw that look you gave them. that look begging for us to be just like them.

Do you sleep on your stomach ?
no.
can i ?

I opened my eyes when i was dreaming of my perfect somebody, and it looks like he stepped out of my mind and into my arms.

Him: i'm worried i'll do something to break your heart.
her: the only way you'll truly break my heart is if you're not there to piece it back together.

[true.]

He's my bestfriend and boyfriend wrapped in one.

I miss the filled space in my mind that he layed in. i miss missing him.