Handss dwnn . . .
im too proudd for LOvee ,
buhtt w| eyess shutt .
ihtss yuu im thinkinq of x3

& theres nothinq worstt dan duh feelinq i qhett ahtt niqhtt whenn i think of all duh mistakess i made w| duh boyy i let qo , while im holdinq onto duh wun i wishh wudd leave mhe alonee .

& do yuu ever catch yourself qazinq into sumthinq less interestinq dan whutss onn yhurr MiNd & yuu alwayss think " whutt iff " .?
im so tiredd of wonderinq ; so im qonna qo out & qrab whutss mine . . . hiss heartt .

& i ckantt beleive he ckan honestlyy look inn myy eyess & nott rememer whutt we hadd .
buhtt ikno for tht partt inn time i swea i saw reqrett & duh wantinq of forqiveness , buhtt dass sumthinq im nott willinq tuh qive juss yett .

Theree Aree Two Sidess tuh Everyy Storyy :
Wunn Sidee , duh Other Sidee
& Thenn deass duh Truthh .
( either wayy i dontt beleivee yuu & i never will sincee yuu finallyy lostt myy trustt , & ihtss qonna takee AlOt tuh qainn ihtt bCk )

" Painn iss sumthinq everyonee ckan relatee tuh ."

& Sincee i Miss Yhurr SMiLE i Haventt Been Myselff inna WHiLE <|3 .

.. onn 11:11 i dontt evenn kno whutt tuh wishh for ,
so i wishh for 11:12 to hurryy ckuss dhiss iss duh lonqestt minutee of myy lifee
& ihtss unbeleivable how almostt everyy dinq remindss mhe of yuu & whutt wass .

& every timee i think of yuu
i qhett qoose bumpss , chillss dwnn myy spinee ( & nott inna qoodd wayy )
they're kinda PAiNfUl ckuss im rememberinq, yuu ckant qive mhe those happyy momentss tht i sadly miss & crave dailyy .

Whyy qivee upp beforee we tryy .?