How can i possibly feel so damn old..
like my heart is rotten along with my soul...

Silently the night embraces me.
my dreams refuse to come and set me free...

This is not a poem,
this is only words, meant for you...

Some words come so easy, some I have to fight to...
Some moments are peaceful, those are the moments I...

Stepping back into the sun, where my life once...
Before my life changed its path, before my world...

I'm so tired of it all.
This world makes my skin crawl...

With open eyes she lays me down.
I feel her body close to mine...

Somewhere someone is waiting just for me.
ore so they say in fairy tales...

When you look at me now, i can feel every lie
lying behind those treacherous blue eyes...

If my heart could brake, that's what it would do...
If my soul could weep, it would drown in its own...

My little girl is only five.
Still she can move my world, with a single smile...

I stared at his face, while he was sleeping.
Hoping but never knowing if i was in his dreams...