Death is easy, peaceful. Life is hard, but finding the courage to live is even harder..

Sometimes when it raining outside, i like to take a long walk, because its the only time i can cry and no one bothers me

TWO LITTLE WORDS SCARE THE CRAP OUT OF ME,
YOUR GONE..

I WANT TO BE ABLE TO CLOSE MY EYES AND NOT SEE YOUR FACE..

YOU THINK YOU HAVE PROBLEMS,
WHY DON’T YOU TRY MY LIFE ON FOR SIZE..

I CUT MYSELF,
SO I CAN FEEL SOMETHING,
EVEN IF IT IS PAIN..

I WONDER WHAT WOULD HURT MORE,
LOOSING YOU OR,
JUMPING OFF..

SO MUCH PAIN WITH YOU GONE,
SO I REACH FOR THE BOTTLE TO NUMB THE PAIN..

IF YOU KNEW HOW BADLY YOU HURT ME,
YOUD NEVER BE ABLE TO LOOK ME IN THE EYES AGAIN..

NO ONE IS CLAUSTOPHOBIC,
WE ARE ALL TRAPPED IN A CAGE,
I THINK THEY CALL IT A BODY..