I didn't pray on the way to the hospital. I wonder if it would have mattered.

''You didn't show any emotion at his funeral.''
...he's dead, I'm dead.

I'm still pretending you're still here.
It's getting harder every day.
I miss you. Sleep well.

I miss you even when you're right beside me.

Even though you're heart helped save someone else's life...I wish it was still beating inside of you.

I don't love you anymore, but I can't bear to break your heart, so I stay.

If I could fly away from all the pain and the fear, tell me - why am I still standing here?

Sometimes I wake up and I don't think I will make it.

Play like a man, Win like a woman.

When I told my mother I needed help, she laughed and told me to stop being a 'drama queen'.
I will never ask for help again.