I lied.
It does hurt.

Please.
Always tell them you love them because you never know when they'll be gone forever.

I try to hold onto my past, so much that it has got in the way of my life right now.

I have the greatest friends,
a supportive family,
and an amazing boyfriend.

But every single day I dream about running away from it all.

Once I've learnt to love myself, I promise I'll love you next.

When I say I dont care, I'm not trying to convince you, I'm trying to convince myself.

I am thankful for the other girl.
It has helped me move on.

It's horrible,
But I wish you cared about me enough to start cutting again.

And in that moment I swear we were infinite.

I am trying to forget every kind word you said to me.