Did you ever think of the pain this was causing...
Did you ever think that it could be your fault...

Never forget the fear
the fear that once pinned you down...

Shut the blinds
no one seems to care...

If you ever knew what it was like to be me
a whole lots going on in my head...

I didn't hide it well
I didn't even try...

Close my eyes
Pretend I haven't seen the things I've seen...

You didn't try
when they found me...

Have you ever gotten those butterflies?
when you heard him speak...

I'm trying not to deal with my anger
the way you did...

Dam you,
I love you...

God, called me to his side
Wiped the tears from my eyes...

I bet it hurts you to know
that you could have saved me...