I have decided something
No matter what has happened in the past
The broken hearts
My fmaily leaving me
I am going to live every second happy
Because you don't live forever

I watch the blood trickle slowly
And all I think about is you
I could end my life so easily
The only thing stopping me is
I know you wouldn't even blink an eye

It's so pathetic
How I still flirt with you and I keep on hoping that one day you will want to get back togehter with me
When i know you like her.....

When I fell i love with you
I never realized you would so quickly break my heart
And say I love oyu to her to

Alright I let you go
And you were happier then I have eveer seen
Now all you do is talk about her
But don't you see
I never stopped loving you
I just loved you so much that I let you go
So you would be happy.

All alone again
Some days I feel liek just dying
And others I don't have enough in me to even stand up.

He said to me, "O my gosh! Your so desperate. COuld you please just stop loving me!"
Maybe he didn't love me as I loved him. BUt when your in love it's not that easy to just stop loving

O my gosh guys I need you!
Don't you see...
BUt when I walk into our deserted house
And find no one as usual
The tears flow like a waterfall.
BEcause I don't even know where my fmaily is!
SO i can get htem back!

O my gosh guys I need you!
Don't you see...
BUt when I walk into our deserted house
And find no one as usual
The tears flow like a waterfall.
BEcause I don't even know where my fmaily is!
SO i can get htem back!

I wish something horrible would happen to me
So i could see who acctauly cared
And so i could finnaly feel something again.