I dont live in a world of dreams

Why do I create the distance that's suppose to be close . .

To me, I think you dont care about me what so ever and everyone is always first before me. But to you, Im your world and u cant live without me. I just dont think it seems that way, if it were true Im sure I wouldnt be treated the way I am treated now

Wat if I said I dun have much time left to live, would u spend my dying hours wit me or let me leave without saying a word

It all shows now when u left me, that every time Ive said I love u or anything along the lines of that, u prove now that all those words meant so little to u..But I already knew that, ijust played along with your silly mind games

You say all these things u dont mean and I believe them every time, why give me something to look forward to u jus shoot me down and it only gets me more hurt..

U abandoned me and my trust because you believe in the lies you hear and u cant rely on your own girlfriend to tell u the real truth

And now I have everything I ever wanted, but one thing, the person who I really ever needed is missing in my life and he used to fill a whole lot of space my heart. Not anymore, its just one big empty hole

Its hard to let go, let alone moving on :\
but its the only thing i can do now no matter how hard it is i must

I know it feels like forever but thts the price I gotta pay