I don't expect you to stay
I know sooner or later you will go away...

The tears no longer come to the surface
They fall inside my broken heart...

My heart beats so loud I'm afraid you'll hear it
Every time your skin brushes mine it picks up...

Why did I fall in love with you?
I never meant for this to happen...

If you pulled up my sleeves...
you would see the pattern of my cuts...

Tears stream down my face silently
Why did it have to be this way...

Scars on my wrists
Voices in my head...

In my head it rains when you're away
But when you're here it pours...

I tried to escape this world...
Even though I said I would stay...

I could apologize day and night
Every single day for the rest of my life...

People keep asking me...
"Are you okay?&quot...

I don't know if I want to cry
Or maybe just curl up and die...