Im scared to die.

My whole entire life i have prayed for someone like you.

When you're dreaming with a broken heart,
waking up is the hardest part.

She said goodbye to him
because goodbye means going away,
and going away means forgetting,
and that is exactly what she wanted to do with his memory.

He slowly started to pull down her sleeve,
Asking to see the scars upon her slender wrist.
She looked at him with confusion in her eyes,
Wondering who would to see the weight of the world carved into her arms.

My greatest fear is to one day look back
and realize that i had done something so horrible,
something that only taught me how tourtured my heart could become.

something called regret.

So tell me.
what hurts more..
thinking you should hate him,
or knowing you dont?

It doesnt really hurt until you think about it,
how much things have changed
who you have lost along the way,
and how much of it was your fault.

If you cry because the sun has gone out of your life,
your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars.

I would like a time machine underneath my christmas tree.

please.