I just want to be happy..

I don't even have a family to depend on anymore <\3.

Are you all alone? Do you stand in a room full of people and feel alone? Do you know what it's like to have a family but they're never there? Do you wear a smile as a mask? I do..

Now you want to help ? Where were you when I was getting hurt? Or cutting, throwing up and getting high to escape the pain? No where to be found. Now I'm too far in, I no longer ask for your help.

Everything I've fought so hard to get is just slipping away from me.

What am I supposed to do when my whole world is slipping through my fingers?