And I love you...
So there.

My fate is sealed.
I am to die...

(from ''Fate is sealed'' take a look?)

Family and Friends.
Both I have.
They don't have Me.
They have the Me who is not
the real Me.

(from ''She isn't me'' take a look?)

I sit in total
isolation.
Desolation.

(from ''Here I sit'' take a look?)

Wind slashes the car.
Rain stands in our way.
"Mommy, how much
longer?
Until we get home?"
The car jolts...

(Thoughts of a paranoid me (prt 1) Take a look?)

We lose all of our individuality once we enter a crowd. we are no longer people. We are just a crowd.

Talk to me with emotion.
Listen to me with honesty.
Look at me with love
Look away from me with discust.

Off I go, Into the world.
Why dont you even try to hold me?
Cry for the loss.
If you tried you could make me stay.
But you wish me a fond, clear eyed, farewell.

Im trapped by the me who is not me, ive doomed myself to live in isolation.

I just can't go one living with the facade I put up. I lied. I'm not fine, I need a change.