It pains me to hear the way you speak about her
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. . . You Were My Life, My World, My Everything . . .
. . . Now Your My Nothing . . .

I put the blade to my wrist
its time to put an end to this
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 I love hearing your heartbeat as I lay my head on your chest, how our noses brush against one another as we kiss. I love how I feel safe and protected in your arms, I love how you make me smile when I'm trying to be mad at you <3

It's falling apart all over again! Why can't we just be a normal happy family? I'm sick of it all. I don't think I've cried this much in sooo long. </3

As I sit here crying,
I wish I never made that promise,
the promise to stop the blood running down my arm.

The days are so long without you, and when I'm with you I swear time speeds up.

I've never felt like this before so if this isn't love I have no idea what is cause I swear I love you with everything I have.

You brighten up my darkest days without realising it.

You make me believe in myself,
you fill my life with hope