I crave for someone to hold me the way you did.

You don't need to tell me to be nice to people everywhere I go. I am never rude to anyone. What makes you think that I would want to turn into someone like you?

Thinking about my how my Mother decides to ignore and forget about all things he says to hurt me, makes me believe that I am all the things he tells me I am.

The way you have always put me down, made me who I am today. A shy, depressed, scared, insecure person who doesn't believe in herself at all.

I hate the favoritism in my family.

I want a father who will listen to me when I am upset and not bring me down instead.

I want to live in a house where i don't have to walk on egg shells to avoid an argument.

I am always myself, but never my whole self.

I am not better than 'that'. I am 'that'.

You aren't the same person you are now, then you were before you left. There was happiness lacking in you eyes, and that happiness was probably her...

ekmb