..for just one day, i wish you could feel how much im missng you..: (

..i just wish people can see my heart crying everytime they see my face smiling.. : (

..why pretend to smile?.why pretend to laugh?.why pretend to love?.why pretend to live?.am badly dead inside.. : (

..LOOKS?..it fades..WEALTH?..it depreciates..FAME?..it vanishes..but TRUE LOVE in the heart stays..find someone who will look at you at your ugliest, be there for you at your poorest and will lift you up during downtimes..: )

..they always say "everybody deserves second chance"..why is it so impossible for me to have it?.can anybody tell me how it feels to have one?.: (

..people say with love comes pain..why do I have to love so much?.

..and i don't know anymore how to define FRIENDSHIP since the "friend" i trusted so much made me a stupid fool..

..and i have lost my life, the one I truly love because of believing a simple FRIEND i thought I could trust.. : (

..sad thing about love is, people tend to see WHAT you did instead of looking at reasons WHY you did it.. : (

..i spent most of my time being an exceptional person who trusted and pleased every person's wants..in my friendship especially..but i learned you cannot please everybody..trust and please those you cannot live without, get rid of those crap..